Hello love, 
once again I find myself writing to you. In case you’ve been wondering, I’m doing fine. Better. I still miss you, and I still kinda love you, but I have finally understood. As much as I love you, I can’t keep begging for scraps. I should’ve known from the start, back when you told me you were so afraid to love me, that you were just not ready. Even when you convinced yourself and me that you were. You gotta know, even now when I find myself so broken, I would still put my ass on the line for you. Always. I did then, and I do know. That’s just the way I am, and I will always be there to help you when you need it the most. I would do anything for you, anything but begging. I’m done, because I know that I’m worth more. And, as much as I wanted to fit into your life, I can’t keep bending.

 Even steel is bound to break.

With so much love,
the girl with the messy hair